Tuesday, January 30, 2007
i think i should be glad that i have few nice friends around. shall be nice and thank them.
- GERMAINE TAY.. glad i knew u during orientation man. my die hard ole friend. thanks for printing my notes for me all the time dude!! u never fail to irritate me but but thats when poly life gets fun!! haha. cable skiing!! i cant wait. as for sky diving, i wanna do it. but i think ill coward out. haha. will see how things goes.
- MICHELLE TAN.. happy i didnt lose contact with u and i must thank you for seeing me through that rough patch of time!! will meet up sooon ya?? call me when u needa talk. k? talkin, laughing, gossipping, serious talks, anth!! ha.
- MELLO WELLO.. though we dont meet that often, u sure do brighten vball up with ur retarded face and ur ever long gossiping sessions. we can gossip through dinner man. non stop. haha. i cant wait for running sessions with u after the exams!! and please come for vball more often.
-JUN TEO.. though we're not that close anymore, whenever i see u, we still have that telepathy thingie in us. such good connection of the brain, ya? and i still enjoy it when we crap tog like morons when we meet. but we hardly meet. so.. meet up soon! after the exams. and ill miss u during vball trainings.
- GERMAINE TAY.. glad i knew u during orientation man. my die hard ole friend. thanks for printing my notes for me all the time dude!! u never fail to irritate me but but thats when poly life gets fun!! haha. cable skiing!! i cant wait. as for sky diving, i wanna do it. but i think ill coward out. haha. will see how things goes.
- MICHELLE TAN.. happy i didnt lose contact with u and i must thank you for seeing me through that rough patch of time!! will meet up sooon ya?? call me when u needa talk. k? talkin, laughing, gossipping, serious talks, anth!! ha.
- MELLO WELLO.. though we dont meet that often, u sure do brighten vball up with ur retarded face and ur ever long gossiping sessions. we can gossip through dinner man. non stop. haha. i cant wait for running sessions with u after the exams!! and please come for vball more often.
-JUN TEO.. though we're not that close anymore, whenever i see u, we still have that telepathy thingie in us. such good connection of the brain, ya? and i still enjoy it when we crap tog like morons when we meet. but we hardly meet. so.. meet up soon! after the exams. and ill miss u during vball trainings.
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
friday
finally all the long hours spent doing the video and sewing of pillows for vball agm is over. the theme for this year's agm was "back to school days" so we had to wear our sec school U. hah. it was sure embrassing to wear it in poly but nonetheless, i felt the comfortability of the st marg's uniform. yaya and enen were mad. they wore their uni round the whole freaking school. ha. everyone looked cute in the school u. agm was a success. obviousely the intention of seeing tears was a failure but at least everyone had fun seeing the video. the post agm was better. hah. the seniors were high and k-boxing in the lecture hall. i must say that i was stunned by enen's voice. really nice sweet voice she had. followed by liquid kitchen at bukit timah. didnt stay for the whole thing plus the count down to my partner, ming yao's bday. but ya. it was fun fun. well, it feels weird being in the vball comm. anyways, i really hope we can work together and make vball more intersting =)
ill update the pics when i get them from the others.
saturday
humpty dumpty had a great fall. hell ya. i had a great fall. u know those punching/kicking bags that hang down from the ceiling? was at my aunts place and i was kicking and kicking. oblivious to the hangers and piles of vlothes beneath it. so as i kicked the bloody thing, i slipped on the hangers and fell straight on my back. the feeling of words getting stuck in ur body and just cannot be projected sucked. so having to save face infront of so many people, i stood up straight away and act as if it wasnt the least pain. guess that was the wrong thing to do. some one said that i should just lie there and wait for a little while. so, my whole back hurts like crap today. just a sneeze can send me screaming in pain. it really really hurts. =((
i was just wondering. i used to turn to a good friend when i needed a lending ear and after so many donkey months, i thought i could depend on myself. but wth, i just end up being happy on the outside and inside, all so frustrated. whats the point of crying to sleep? feels useless. i want a trusted listening ear. perhaps one should really treasure what u have. ull never noe when things may just disappear in a snap. zooom! and its gone.
exams are drawing really near. and ive yet to really study. come on. i wanna be the study fanatic. give me the spirit of a nerd. please oh please. i better get my hands off this laptop as long as i can. its a darn big distraction.
i want my listening ear. =(
finally all the long hours spent doing the video and sewing of pillows for vball agm is over. the theme for this year's agm was "back to school days" so we had to wear our sec school U. hah. it was sure embrassing to wear it in poly but nonetheless, i felt the comfortability of the st marg's uniform. yaya and enen were mad. they wore their uni round the whole freaking school. ha. everyone looked cute in the school u. agm was a success. obviousely the intention of seeing tears was a failure but at least everyone had fun seeing the video. the post agm was better. hah. the seniors were high and k-boxing in the lecture hall. i must say that i was stunned by enen's voice. really nice sweet voice she had. followed by liquid kitchen at bukit timah. didnt stay for the whole thing plus the count down to my partner, ming yao's bday. but ya. it was fun fun. well, it feels weird being in the vball comm. anyways, i really hope we can work together and make vball more intersting =)
ill update the pics when i get them from the others.
saturday
humpty dumpty had a great fall. hell ya. i had a great fall. u know those punching/kicking bags that hang down from the ceiling? was at my aunts place and i was kicking and kicking. oblivious to the hangers and piles of vlothes beneath it. so as i kicked the bloody thing, i slipped on the hangers and fell straight on my back. the feeling of words getting stuck in ur body and just cannot be projected sucked. so having to save face infront of so many people, i stood up straight away and act as if it wasnt the least pain. guess that was the wrong thing to do. some one said that i should just lie there and wait for a little while. so, my whole back hurts like crap today. just a sneeze can send me screaming in pain. it really really hurts. =((
i was just wondering. i used to turn to a good friend when i needed a lending ear and after so many donkey months, i thought i could depend on myself. but wth, i just end up being happy on the outside and inside, all so frustrated. whats the point of crying to sleep? feels useless. i want a trusted listening ear. perhaps one should really treasure what u have. ull never noe when things may just disappear in a snap. zooom! and its gone.
exams are drawing really near. and ive yet to really study. come on. i wanna be the study fanatic. give me the spirit of a nerd. please oh please. i better get my hands off this laptop as long as i can. its a darn big distraction.
i want my listening ear. =(
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Monday, January 22, 2007
A POST FOR MY DEAR FRIEND. LOI SHUJUAN
( i know u like orange so ur name is in orange, nice right?)
Here's a picture of u and me! to brighten me post up with ur face! :)
and im drinking PEACH tea now!! want some? =)
anyways. got my new double decker bed yesterday and finally my sister and i got our own private room with a WOODEN and not GLASS door. hah. 2 of us took the whole afternoon to get it fixed up!
it looks like a reinforest with all those snakes around it.
i love my new bed! =)
other than that, life's been the same.
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
fuck fuck fuck
i hate my darn father.
gosh.
havent practiced piano for lesson tmr, neither am i done with my homework
im so damn screwed.
why must u like this?
so insensitive
so unreasonable
so NOT like a father
i want a genuinely happy family
not a fake
i want a FAMILY.
i hate my darn father.
gosh.
havent practiced piano for lesson tmr, neither am i done with my homework
im so damn screwed.
why must u like this?
so insensitive
so unreasonable
so NOT like a father
i want a genuinely happy family
not a fake
i want a FAMILY.
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
ill update from monday.
germs reminded me abt this incident. must blog abt it haha. two of us were freaking retarded. had a test at level 2 so we took the lift and up and the doors were not open yet and the amt of pple waiting out there was like sardine. so we took the lift up to the 9th floor and down at least 5 - 6 times before the darn door opened. die hard OLE! that did relieve a little stress before the test but it was still of no use.o comm test = DIEE.
tuesday
nth much happened. vball s and w. was kinda fun. there was a passing shower. a large one. so we got out to "mop" the court and that was fun. first time doing it. den after that raymond acc me to wait for stephen while the rest left earlier for dinner. and den. those ass holic guys were teasing us like shit. anyways. was long since i last talked to them.dinner was kinda fun.
weds.
s and w. 3 of us were talking to coach. i find him very inspiring. every week he tells me smth interesting. last week he encouraged my group to sell ou cats idea. he said it was a very good idea. and he did again. other den that, he told us about how singaporean students are too spoon fed. he gave many illustrations and yes, they did make sense. the thing that caught me most today, was "dont look at the huge sums of money that u spend, look at the small ones" its actually the cheap things that make u spend a lot. think about it. shops sells things at 14.90 notice the 90 cents. we know that it actually is 15 bucks but physcologically, it is being processed as 14 bucks. so u think its cheap and buy. the many 10 cents that the shop gains from everyone makes the shop effing rich. many 10 cents gives u big bucks. another illustration, he has a friend sellin teh terik and yet this guy earns 16K a month just from sellin teh at 1 dollar. he also has this friend that lost 5k for his client. and this person was not the least bit worried. he said, relax, its only 5mil. 2 months later, he clinched a 25mil for his client. and coach was given 10k as red packet. hah.
last but not least. to all students doing business related shit especially accountancy students. answer this qn.
"what is 1 plus 1?"
ans: whatever u want it to be.
a good accountant will be able to play with numbers and make it whatever ur employer wants it to be. =) this was posed to me buy coach on my first lesson. and i still remember it. hah.
germs reminded me abt this incident. must blog abt it haha. two of us were freaking retarded. had a test at level 2 so we took the lift and up and the doors were not open yet and the amt of pple waiting out there was like sardine. so we took the lift up to the 9th floor and down at least 5 - 6 times before the darn door opened. die hard OLE! that did relieve a little stress before the test but it was still of no use.o comm test = DIEE.
tuesday
nth much happened. vball s and w. was kinda fun. there was a passing shower. a large one. so we got out to "mop" the court and that was fun. first time doing it. den after that raymond acc me to wait for stephen while the rest left earlier for dinner. and den. those ass holic guys were teasing us like shit. anyways. was long since i last talked to them.dinner was kinda fun.
weds.
s and w. 3 of us were talking to coach. i find him very inspiring. every week he tells me smth interesting. last week he encouraged my group to sell ou cats idea. he said it was a very good idea. and he did again. other den that, he told us about how singaporean students are too spoon fed. he gave many illustrations and yes, they did make sense. the thing that caught me most today, was "dont look at the huge sums of money that u spend, look at the small ones" its actually the cheap things that make u spend a lot. think about it. shops sells things at 14.90 notice the 90 cents. we know that it actually is 15 bucks but physcologically, it is being processed as 14 bucks. so u think its cheap and buy. the many 10 cents that the shop gains from everyone makes the shop effing rich. many 10 cents gives u big bucks. another illustration, he has a friend sellin teh terik and yet this guy earns 16K a month just from sellin teh at 1 dollar. he also has this friend that lost 5k for his client. and this person was not the least bit worried. he said, relax, its only 5mil. 2 months later, he clinched a 25mil for his client. and coach was given 10k as red packet. hah.
last but not least. to all students doing business related shit especially accountancy students. answer this qn.
"what is 1 plus 1?"
ans: whatever u want it to be.
a good accountant will be able to play with numbers and make it whatever ur employer wants it to be. =) this was posed to me buy coach on my first lesson. and i still remember it. hah.
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Monday, January 15, 2007
germaine
germaine!!!
why is annie taking such a long time?
im god damn hungry...
and im lazy to study for o comm test later.
think i can just eat shit and die.
tired. hungry. lazy.
a hungry man is an angry man.
ha
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
i think i got myself too involved in too many things. that im so scared i cant cope with them. oh wells. sch exam, piano exam, serve thailand, vball committee. not forgetting the upcoming BAOC thingie. SHIT! all needs time to prepare.. argh. can i have 30 hours in a day? and can i live near school? hah. IMPOSSIBLE.
ok. funny thing about today. went to ikea with my sis and aunt. aunt bought us a new double decker bed. so we had to carry the 2 mega think mattresses home and we stay just across the expressway and delievery service cost 45 bucks. so bo hua. so my sis and i squeesed and squeesed them into a small little car, with normal KPO'S having a good time watching how we're gonna shuff them in. but too bad!! WE DID IT!! a very good illustration of. WHEN THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY.
hah. so i better have a will to have a way to complete all my backside itchy involvements.
cousin went into army last fri alr. hah. missing him la. haha.
all set and ready to get his ass in army. (right one)
sounds like it was just yesterday that we were teasing him about how he'll suffer in army. and in just a twinkle of an eye, he is already in army. time really flies. how sad that at the same age, he has completed his A's and now in army, while im struggling with my FIRST year of poly.
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
for the past week, school was was so hectic
that when i suddenly have nth much to rush for,
i feel so empty.
needa get my petrol moving for the exams.
school and piano.
may i be blessed.
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
project presentations are over.
kinda happy for both.
more for cats.
WONDERFUL!
patent our idea and sell it to a security company.
cool enough?
HAHA
cip presentaion was alright.
anw. gonnna fail stats.
such a failure.
study also no use!!
ARGH.
OH. table topics tmr.
bet im gonna stumble like always.
damn it
wish me luck.
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
im frustrated.
dnt add on.
dnt push the limits.
dnt.
get it?
suckers.
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screwed
dead
my brains cant seem to function. i cant concentrate on what im supposed to do. im trying. but i get damn demoralised when i cant seem to get anth to my head or even to get started. its too many things on my hand now that i dnt noe what to start with. oh wells. the emo season is coming its way to 2007. starting to think of the times i could pour out all my frustrations and thoughts to a special friend. things are better than the later part of 2006 but its not what i want. i needa adapt to things. come on debra, come on. u can do it. study hard, do not procrastinate anymore assignments and move on.
its 1 month plus more to the end of year one. i wish serve thailand was now. i wanna go there to help and forget abt all troubles here. singapore is a too stressful society. if only i can migrate to a slow country. slow pace and be happy. luxury of money and goods is not impt. happiness and a stress free society is what i long for. this will probably happen only when i haved saved enough for my retiree years in 50 years to come.
Time, fly by.
thank you
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
so.
cousin's going into army this fri. gonna miss his rubbish man.
had penang buffet for dinner as a farewell.
shiok food. haha. sinful. ate till i felt like puking.
sch sucks. all deadlines clashing tog.
its making me go crazy.
and i dnt even noe what to start with.
adding to sch, piano exam is in like 2 mths time.
and im far from passing.
darn.
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
i'm FINALLY done with it. (:
i'm sorry if it sucks. not really in the mood to do it.
i promise a nicer one when i have the mood.
bear with it first? ):
if u really dont like it then change it k?
i wont say anythin. (:
oh, edit the navigations on yr own k?
cos i also dunno what u want to write there.
anythin tt u dunno then ask me =D
LOVES! <3
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
a new blog for a new year. =)
while i write this long entry,
the skin is underconstruction by yvonne lin.
many thanks to her for this.
a new year, a new beginning.
have been doing fine lately.
not thinking of things.
finally trying to adapt to changes.
trying to keep myself happy.
a good start for the first few days.
summary of 2006?
lets see.
workin at nosh was definitely a pleasure. fun we had all day despite being over busy on certain days.
o levels results were released- not that happy but satisfied.
to stop a quarrel that had nth to do with me, i soured my r/s with my father. till today.
got into ngee ann (acc) - met germaine, and i guess she's my mate in acc 1.2 now
struggled to adapt to a diff sch with a sudden change of atmosphere. totally diff. (adapting better)
how i miss sec sch. dai ti? checkers? trying to start conversations with teachers so that lessons
while i write this long entry,
the skin is underconstruction by yvonne lin.
many thanks to her for this.
a new year, a new beginning.
have been doing fine lately.
not thinking of things.
finally trying to adapt to changes.
trying to keep myself happy.
a good start for the first few days.
summary of 2006?
lets see.
workin at nosh was definitely a pleasure. fun we had all day despite being over busy on certain days.
o levels results were released- not that happy but satisfied.
to stop a quarrel that had nth to do with me, i soured my r/s with my father. till today.
got into ngee ann (acc) - met germaine, and i guess she's my mate in acc 1.2 now
struggled to adapt to a diff sch with a sudden change of atmosphere. totally diff. (adapting better)
how i miss sec sch. dai ti? checkers? trying to start conversations with teachers so that lessons
will be shorter? bitching? THE WAY I USED TO SIT, BURB, SCREAM, EAT IN CLASS? not
forgetting the wonderful friends i grew up with. most from the same primary. pri 1 to sec 5. how
bonded we were. SILENCE IS NOT GOLDEN? yea? 5/1?
drifting from old pals
in short. 2006 was a bad year.
resolutions for 2007
- pull up my socks for the last lap of year 1
in short. 2006 was a bad year.
resolutions for 2007
- pull up my socks for the last lap of year 1
- do ALL assignments, tutorials, projects on time
- build up confidence during presentatoins
- shed lots of fats
- keep sec sch friendships in touch
- persevere for another 2 and a half years for my freedom
- TRY to salvage r/s with father ( doubt it'll work)
- do not be dearly affected by certain issues
- a closer bond with my classmates whom i am gonna be with for the next 1 to 2 years
thats abt it. will add more down when i think of it.
it has been a good start. may it continue to be good.
however bad 2006 was, it was a stepping stone for me to be more independent. no more spoon
feeding. a test of who will really be there in times of need. a year to break free from that comfort
zone of mine and socialise with new pple, to do new things i never thought i'd do. to realise how
frustrating it is with a barrier btw u and a family member. to realise that in this cunning society,
one must really stand on one's own 2 feet. no matter how bad it was, it really did make me think
a lot and reflect on why things were like that. perhaps all these had to happen to wake me up.
glad they did happen.
thats abt it.
2007 will be a better year
2007 will be a better year
to all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR
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