Saturday, February 10, 2007
i had no intention to blog today, till i read mic's blog. the post is rather meaningful. or rather, its how im feeling towards certain stuff. i dont noe why. but everytime i have those friend friend talks with mic, we always share the same feelings and problems, its so easy to understand her. anyways. here's a story taken from her blog, which she took from mel's blog. There once a little boy who had a bad temper . His father gavehim a bag of nails and told him that everytime he lost histemper. He must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.The first day , the boy has driven 36 nails into the fence. Over thenext few weeks, as he learn to control his anger , the number ofnail hammered daily gradually dwinded down . He discovered it iseasier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.Finally the day comes, when the boy didnt lose his temper at all.He told his father abt it and his father suggested that the boy nowpulled put one nail for each day that he is able to hold his temper.The day passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his fatherthat he pulled out all the nails . The father took his son by the handand led him to the fence. He said " you have done well , my son. Butlook at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same again.when you said something in anger, they will leave a scar just like thisone. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out . It wont mattershow many times you say i'm sorry.The wound is still there. " Averbal wound is as bad as a physical one.think about it. how true. i have a friend, whose mother is really not feeling well. and is had to happen so suddenly during the exam period. life is just so vulnerable. today ure fine, the next day, u may not be. just like the case of mrs lee, our ex principle. scolding and jokin with us today. and two days later just left us. girl, if u still read this blog, i hope ull stay strong and study hard. call me if u need a listening ear. ill be here. =)studying has been.. i dont know how to describe. i think im wasting too much time on stats. coz i keep forgetting one chap when i go on to the next. someone, salvage me from this stupidity in me. a bad feeling that ill do worse this sem. damn. von said some words that encouraged me. i hope itll get me motivated. oh wells, i wonder when ill wake up from this unconsistent studying methods of mine. studying for the exams is like studying from scratch. wth. i need to work on studying consistently throughout the sem. treasure what u have.life's vulnerable.
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