Monday, March 05, 2007
was reading chucky's blog the post abt jc, poly got me thinking of certain things. sometimes i wish i had gone to jc. i think the environment with constant tests, homework, stricter rules, would have gotten me to strive and study harder. till this day, sometimes i still hoped that i was in MI. as compared to poly. its not that poly is bad or anth. but i just dont have the drive i used to have in sec sch. i dont do tutorials, half the time i dont noe wat the shit the lecturer is talking abt. im still to immature to get myself down and study on my own. i better hope by next sem, im gonna get used to this lifestyle and be more mature. i dont mind wat im studying actually. i love econs. i love accounts. i just hate computers, business magement, and things that are related to these. i doubt ill be able to go to the U. but. i guess ill have an alternative to furthur my studies. i dont wanna stop at a diploma. =)no point regretting my decision to come to poly. HYPOCRITES. HYPOCRITES. I HATE.OUT!! BUZZ OUT!! GET OUT! people. dont come to me and act pityful k? im not for that kinda attitude. i like. FUN, ROUGH, CHEERFUL, people. and. DONT use me as a 3rd person. I HATE THAT. alright. enough said about those people. btw. my character is such that, when u make me hate u, ill always hate u. no matter wat u do. =Plastly. i hope my mama will get well soon. it worries me to see her like that. hai.
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